Whoever gossip with you will gossip about you as well
Tuesday, 1 November 2011
Thursday, 6 October 2011
不屑
到底，我算什么？
应该连朋友都不如吧？
只是个无聊时，相约的伴？
约我，因为我有车，方便，不必为我的交通烦恼？
还是因为，我可以载麦其他友人？
真的真的很气。
我有必要去讨好你们吗？
在你们眼里，我算什么？
别用你那虚伪的脸孔来讨好我。
我真的不屑。
太多太多的闷气憋在心里。
不说，不代表我不介意。
心里在想，
我的付出真的太多太多。
但，
懂得珍惜我的人，
往往只有我心目中的几个宝贝们。
我愿意，付出我的所有。
因为他们懂我的感受。
至于，那些泛泛之交，
为了目的而讨好我的人，
为了别人而讨好我的人，
为了自已的利益而讨好我的人，
你们，
我真的不屑。
你的那句话真的让我很气，
也让我看清。
我只是个被利用的娱乐玩伴。
谢谢！
往往驾车的那个总是付出得比别人多几倍。
你们，
了解我那无形中的压力吗？
我，必须担心车子的安全。
我，必须付出我的精神。
我，必须承担你们的安全。
我，必须付双倍的油钱及泊车费。
我，必须比任何人更早出门更迟到家。
我，必须忍受等待你们任何一个的迟出现。
我，必须忍受被你们批评的驾车技术。
我，
真的真的好累。
不想一直为了这个问题而继续朝坏的方向去想。
我怕，我真的会崩溃，在哪一天。
一直一直都在逼自已往好的一方想，
可是，
你的那句话，
真的让我非常的生气。
快要爆发了。
算了，
反正你更本称不上是我的朋友。
只是一个Hi-Bye Friend。
F*** YOU!!!!
我知道自已不是个善于社交的人。
话，我不会说多。
好话，我不善于表达。
对于不陌生的人，我不会刻意去讨好你，
我也不会与你有太多的话。
只有那些很要好，我才会说话，但也不多。
我真的很懒惰说话，有时候。
也许，我真的不善于表达，所以我只喜欢聆听别人说话。
不说话，不代表我心情很糟，只是真的不想说话。
但有时候，当你真的很想说话时，却被打枪。
那种感受真的不好受，因为我反驳不过，所以有时候宁可安静。
压抑太多太多的感受，
好想找人谈谈，但还是算了吧。
问题自已解决还是最好。
我，保持沉默。
不想制造太多的误会。
我了，就好。
原来，
当你看透了某些事情，
你会发觉你长大了，
因为，
你在学着怎么去利用大人的方式去解决这些问题。
而不是小时候所会歪想的那些冲动。
社会的实现与残忍！
你给的利益多，
讨好你的虚伪脸孔也会绕着你团团转。
你娱乐不到别人，
他们甚至连一个微笑一声招呼都不屑。
只能说，
好人多吃亏。
别天真地以为，
好人会有好报，
这个社会已被污染得不像话了。
心，死。
谢谢那些伤我的看不起我的看贬我的人。
让我学习坚强。
真的，可以看到自已的改变了，
如果是以前，
我应该会哭得稀里哗啦吧。
哈哈，
现在。一滴泪都不会流。
我不屑浪费我的眼泪。
狠，恨。
我也可以。
Friday, 30 September 2011
Back to Reality
Switching off my holiday mood
and
back to the reality, my college life.
I think I better appreciate it, the really last semester in my studies life.
I'm not a student anymore end of next year.
Should proud of it or feel sad because I still can't see my future yet.
Let's see how wonderful was my holiday.
Followed mummy back to Penang on Sept 3.
Back to our house for cleanning session
and
praying session for my dear Uncle.
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| The Penang Bridge ~ |
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| Straits Quay ~ |
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| The light tower ~ |
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| The cafes and bars |
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| Snoopy Lovers Spot ~ |
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| Gurney Drive |
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| With mummy & sis ~ On the way ^^ Then after another 2 weeks I went back Penang again with my babes buddies Jynn Winn and Des This was a last minute trip actually we decided one day before we off to Penang headed to Penang early in the morning around 7am we're extremely excited lol Thanks Des for the car, if NOT this trip will not be worked. Jynn drove all the way after reached Penang, I'm the Driver of this trip. Stayed at my own house. Comfortably =) The first day ~ The ever 1st breakfast - 11am at Gurney Drive (Sea View)
 The 1st picture at Gurney Drive after tat went home and bath then back to Gurney again for SingK session at 4pm  Taken at RedBox, Gurney, Penang ~  The four fellows kept taking pics while walking in the mall. At night, met Jia Wei then headed to Straits Quay I just love the environment there. Felt like I'm at overseas, doesn't smell like Malaysia hahaha ~ Charlie Brown Cafe ^^          After that we watched Nasi Lemak 2.0 at Gurney Plaza. Nice and crap Movie. Support Local Movie, Namewee ^^  Me & Des... We're so cute muack muack^^ After that we went for supper and it's only 1230am found nothing to eat awww Penang people sleep damn freaking early oh back to Mamak stall near Gurney we had all our meals at the seaside ~ awww wonderful ^^ Back and sleep~ Rolling & Joking on the bed ~ Woke damn freaking early the next morning to Bukit Bendera, Penang. Breakfast at 9am then got up the hill at 10am cold wind and nice photo shooting spots we gone crazy I think ~                awww, I wish it was mine hehehehe xD then after that It rains cats and dogs. We shopped at Queensbay Mall for few hours to wait for the rains stopped. then we back to Kek Lok Si Temple. We all are totally exhausted, just a very cincai walk at Kek Lok Si ~ Nice hill view and really huge Guan Yin Ma ~ after Kek Lok Si, we went for lunch near that area too. Penang Food ~ Awww cheap like hell and delicious Huh ~ satisfied ^^         The food ~ We're so so enjoying xD The next destination Monkey Park ~~~   Then we headed to the Batu Ferringi Beach planned to have dinner at the SHIP but we're full Then night we're going to Penang Club wohooo ^^ after the beach, back home bath & slep ~   Around 9pm woke up bath & prepared ourselves the progress while preparing was so freaking funny we all were busy make-up & dress-up McD drive-thru before club ~ we were so freaking high and excited ~ Met Jynn's coursemate Mainson ~ cute & funny guy ^^ Thanks my dear darling Jynn for taking photos for us ~ Love you muack muack sam fu sai ~         got back tirely slept til the next afternoon around 12pm woke up prepared packing then lunch at Clinic Cafe, Gurney Plaza met Jia Wei before we left Penang ~           After lunch ~ sent Jia Wei back then we headed back to KL We dumped the Penang bridge and crossed to Bukit Mentajam by ship wohooo^^  say Bye bye to Penang ~ I think I will be going back next month~ cousin's wedding, praying session for Uncle and family reunion ~   The sexiest and emo back ~ muack muack Des =) Reached KL around 9pm ~ rest awhile at Jynn's hse then went WORDS Cafe hehehe ~ to look for my true love LOL i LOVE WORDS Cafe ^^ If you can't get to find me one day, try to find me there LOL hahaha xD Get to know someone that looks like TB oops Tim, a guy ~  cute guy and Thanks MeeGee for the phone number Thanks Jynn for brought me there... What a crazy and Hiao~ness night we had ~ Sweet dreams ~ Pillow talk with my darling babes before we slept 4am ^^ Night ~ OFF the light ^^ Here come the Malacca Trip with my college babes ^^ awww a very very long post ^^ the trip fell on the 1st week of college started ~ nice happy excited crazy trip =) satay celup, SingK session at Jetty (sea-view room), Nadeja Layer cakes, Jonkey Stresst, Dataran & Mahkota Parade, Shark Cafe, Uncle Jackie Cafe, etc... Muacksss babes Men ~~~^^                          What a tiring and excited holiday I had ~~~ Back to reality No more dreaming ~ Fight for the final semester ~ Eyes on UK and Call me Xynn ^^ |
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